LIFE UPDATE

APRIL 9, 2020

DAY 1:

I woke up late again as usual. I was a bit surprised when my mom doesn't force me to wake up. After I finished my morning routines, I saw my mother preparing for cooking "Puto" na sabi ni Jaidi at asawa ni? Kidding aside.

While on my bed checking the phone, I was so shocked. You are stubborn huh? And I guess nagmana ka na sa'kin. Your blogs makes me in awe. I was amazed by the taught that you made an website that is cool! It was superb, love. Hoping that you would enjoy making blogs other than updates.

After preparing, I decided first to watch movie. I don't know it's just that watching series of movies helps me to forget the current situation. Anyway, Ponyo is so great movies. A whirlwind of emotions indeed. I didn't expect the ending but it really made me happy that they end up together.

This scene in the intro made me more love the movie because look at them, they are so adorable.

After watching, I decided to help my mother cook puto.

While cooking, there are a lot of excess mixture of it and Paolo said the he wants a chocolate flavored and so we add Milo on the mixture.

It is really delicious and I want to give this to you if it is Ej approved or not? Hahaha.

On the afternoon, I was tempted to watch again. At first, I tried to watch Castle in The Sky but I wasn't moved by it so I tried to watch Arrietty and this is so ugh. 

I don't know if you already watched the movie but it is recommendable because the end makes me cry. Also, the plot is really great and good. I hope I'd watched this again with you.

Kurt is really growing, love. His presence gave me inspiration to do well. I wish I had his innocence and has no problem except from getting irritated if there are no foods or drinks. We entertained him with Eli, he is afraid from Eli and that makes me laugh.

Lastly, I cooked for our dinner and we watched The Bible.

WHILE I am spacing out after I nap. I was stumbled on a picture of moon. I realized that moon disappeared at dawn and after that, it brings light. The sun starts to shine again. 

Moon taught me that disappearance brings light.

It is okay to rest. It is okay to disappear sometimes because it will replenish your mind and heart. Be the moon, disappear, face your fears and anxiety. Rest and cherish this moment. Take your time always. 

I'm missing you big time that I want to cry but I know this is the best for you, but please love, come back to me when you're ready again. I love you so much and I miss you so much more.

Good night and rest well. XOXO

P.S I miss you and I'm so excited to tell you every details of my day.

-CPV2020